Smile Always with @lvin!!!

2009-04-30T04:35:00.000-07:00

Hi...I noe long time nv post le...Haiz sad to say no time...Anw my bestest fren LENA!!!~ reminded me to be a RESPONSIBLE blogger so must tell u all i TEMPORARILY CLOSE MY BLOG!T.TBut pls come back during the june holidays where i will give a relinkkk K will be back soon...Dun miss me arh!!!lol anw I'm e SWINE KINGGGGGGgggggg....Arggggggg,but tt SWINE devil wreak havoc and created Swine flu...I WILL HELP TO CURE IT to help e world,i promise!!!

2009-02-09T23:03:00.002-08:00

long time no post liao...Sianzzz....IN imac loom nw...Haiz gtg Will be back DAMM soon...JUz to noe,I ROCK...

2009-02-09T23:03:00.001-08:00

long time no post liao...Sianzzz....IN imac loom nw...Haiz gtg Will be back DAMM soon...JUz to noe,I ROCK...

2009-01-09T02:59:00.000-08:00

Well,God bless tt 2E1 will reAlly Be e best,no obstacles and so sry,i'm really so bZ,t'cher ask me to be MC but i rejected it cos i too bz and oso no confidence...Btw, HE had changed...Haiz,He gt nth to do with me liaozzz...But i tink 2E1 WILL ROCK!!!

2008-12-12T16:08:00.000-08:00

Gosh,i'm back,I"M BACK...blog gonna rot,i gt to do smething...well still sorting on e fotos...Bintan was GREAT!!!Omg,e activities is SHUANG de lor...Boomnetting,flying fox to e sea,coconut tree climbing,rope course,archery...So many...So fun so exciting...Well,compliments to my fellow cadets inspector,good Buddies,e instructor,NCOs and also Mr Chin...Hu kept encouraging me among all e act...i was there telling myself "i cannot!i cannot!" but they brought me out of this phobia XD...So thanx...When there do a "LOT" of shopping at e shopping centre...its smething like CK tang lor...Ai ya,its SMALL juz to cut it short...Well,e environment is nth gd to say cos my legs are FULL OF BITES...

oh ya,i found tuition liao....haiz nxt yr is gonna be TOUGH in 2E1 gotta strive harder,i wanna be TOP 5 not percent but TOP 5...Thats my target...I will nt let anyone to hurt me AGAIN...Hurting me juz to break e bridge after crossing it...I'm strong nw and i will always BE...MARK my words baby,MARK MY WORDS!!!lol...Time flies...X'mas comin' liao,new yr coming liao,chinese new yrcoming liao...Arh...Stress coming liao...HAiz,hope nxt my dreams WILL come true bah...

Well,g2g..I WILL BE BACK soonn...XD

2008-11-29T22:45:00.000-08:00

Hi...I'm back...From GENTING HIGHLANDS..Muahaha miss singapore so much man!!!Well,too lazy to blog nw cos i DAMM BZ...Well maybe after a week or two i will post e pictures and blog...W8 for me hor!!!Well,i'm bz with my trip to Bintan(NPCC) yeh...Bz with e packing'shopping etc,MATH quiz which decides my fate nxt yr also haven finish,TUITION haven settle(EMERGENCY sia)Ps if gt math tutor,nice one hor,tell me hor...Arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........So manyyyyyy~~~I KI siao liao lah!!!!Well,gonna be back realllllll sooooooooooonnnnn,so w8 for me k...Byes

2008-11-17T15:50:00.001-08:00

Should i give up on blogging?Life is juz Unfair...When u ve it,u dun really treasure it...Bt when it's gone,it's gone...FOREVER!!!It jjuz feel so sucky...Haiz a pain...DUnno why i suddenly feel so upset bout sme issue,tinking tt IT's UNFAIR~~~Well forgt it...I'm juz bein' PARANOID>>>XD

Hw i really wish i nv grow up,bein tt little child,Innoncent and pure...Living in my own Fantasy with lollipops and cartoons...Its feel so bless...Haiz well,i can oni dream bout it...

2008-11-05T15:23:00.000-08:00

SUPERRRR sianzzzzz sia....HAiz,so long nv Blog, and it's gonna rot sooner or later...This few days bz with cleaning,buying new bkss,siinging and hoping HE will 4give me one day...I kept dreaming of the time we shared together...And i can't even hold a candle upon others...Haiz,ME=FAILURE!!!

Well,gonna go check up later...Forced by my mum cos i did nt tell her...SIANZZZZZ!!!Dun feel like goin' i fat den fat la...U tink i want meh...Haizzz doc and some idiots(I mean innoncent peep) dunno e pain of being FAT!!!They juzzz laugh and insult and so one day they WILL noe!!!

Well campus 09' comin this weekends who joining arh???Ve one candidate in my class,Shangge...Well if noe her muz call like siao hor...She asked me to join bt i in dilema...I DUNNNO...Tt's e prob bout me,worried to much haiz tink 4gt it la...I can forgt bout my superstar dream liaoZ,concentrate on my studies den my carreerXD tt's sound so COOOLLLL...

Well,gtg Bye bye

2008-10-29T00:34:00.000-07:00

Sian~~~~~ not to do during holidayzzz....Haiz go find thing liao..But i love e shooting at DISCOVERY CENTRE today...So fun sia...Out of 40 shots i injured 20 killed 18....yeh..>So happy!!!Haiz oh ya,e SAFTI bus tour(Singapore Arm Force Training Instituition) was marverllous, though we are nt allowed to take pictures or videos...But nvm,it was great and i gt to noe uncle SAFTI,A joke cracked in e bus since everything there was called SAFTI e.g SAFTI fountain,SAFTI bus.... YEH,NPCC rox to e core....

2008-10-26T20:50:00.000-07:00

Na bei early in e morning call me kao bei kao bu...My fault my fault la...Wad's done cannot be undone ma...Muzzz keep blaming me meh...I'm a victim either lei...Cos of this my mum scold me day and nite,u think i want arh!Si bei du lan liao...NVM!I want refund liaoz...YI MIAN DeE YOU SHEN ME SHI WO YOU BEI MA!!!Kept implying me tt it's my fault!!!OK LA,all this lim pei's fault la...

2008-10-25T21:31:00.000-07:00

Yea!!!My Lao pa brought us to EAST COAST to cycle yesterday!!!Hooray!!Bt meanwhile,i was a little bu shuang cos i si bei hungry and yet they kept cyclingXD!Then my lao bu scold wozzz lors...NVm,went to e hawker eat,Tt Lao pei of mine lei,there nag nag nag,this cannot tt cannot...If i ve a celebrity family,tt will be great(Maybe in my Nxt life bahs)Hehe!!!Seriously,I kept tinking of this celebrity issue!!!e past few days,i was a liitle nostagic,tinking of e happy times with him...Well,nvm while going to e toilet,i heard a music,i mean i headed towards e direction,saw e Zhar ji thinger,dunno ang mo call wat,maybe BUSKERS...Ya BUSKERS!!!Well quite enjoyable saturday,then my mummy leis,say wad erm bring badminton for nth...WTH,she ask me bring one!!!****Nvm,I till love her...Bt my parents are a bit biase la,my dad tend to nt scold my bro(except when he si bei angry with him lurhhs) and my mum,always side me...heh,den she say eat if they divorce,i muz follow my dad...diaozzz,i confirm go court write letter one,tt's wad i told her,Cos i tot of wat to write,LONG LIST!!!Haiz,i didn't wanna go to HAWKER eat lors,i was telling myself,if my dad bring me to eat NO SIGNBOARD/Long beach/Jumbo...(E seafood restaurant at E.C,P),Miracles arh...Cos very X!!!

Well sian,tt lena juz sms say tomolo no one go...Zi bai arh...I also no one go liaos!!!Waste time sia...Nvm...Well i was so happy yesterday cos on my way home last nite,I open e car window,planning to pt my "FINGER" At a gal!!!And tt gal turned and shouted my NAME...Ah...My old neighbour myEUNICE i yelled sia...Meanwhile i mum looked at me asking hu was it,i said Eunice lors...Lols...Singapore like damm bloody small sia,in e traffic also can see childhood fren...She very nice although she last time everytime con me...I remembered we played "JIA JIA JIU" beads,barbie dolls,faked wedding!!!Arh so P.S...But she gal muzzz so is a norm la...Nw she move house liao about 4 yrs...I really really really miss her man!!!Nvm...Den when home watch "JACKY GO GO GO" there i go remembering me and him last time ask whether gt watch ma!!!I REALLY MISS HIM!!E times we had together,Most memorable ones was e cameron highlands trip when we were P4...We like almost everyday stick together,even e sharing of beds man!!!Haiz nw,ALL GONE IN TT BLOODY 5 MINUTES!!!Madonna 4Minutes already damm amm irritating liao sia!!!Haiz,I feel like Xpressing wad i wanna say to him rite nw,bt i can't...NVM,one day this day i'm w8ing for will come!Haizzz...Well i cooked cheese omelete,which lena tempted me one lors...AND TOMORO!!!WAD WILL HAPPEN???I gt no idea!!!

BTW,WISHING ALL HINDUS,HAPPY DEEPAVALI....VANACUM!!!

2008-10-24T23:40:00.000-07:00

SICK!!!SO CARING MDMs and Sir gave me early dismissal frfom NPCC at bout 9.20am bah...LOL...Den Michelle Mdm sms me juz nw...Lols..Takes sia,I appreciate e care,tt's y I LOVE NPCC!!! HAiz,sian juz wake up from beauty sleep(Sound so ah gua)Speaking of tt,MAKES MY BLOOD BOILLLL....Cos of those F**King BITCHES who irritated me spotaniously...GO eat ur dog food la!!!...Sry,sound so violent...G2g Byezzz and takes MDMs&SIR

2008-10-23T16:45:00.000-07:00

Sianzzz....Hope HE will forgive me one day! Everytime i see him,i kept tiking of e five yrs...5yrs of frenship,gone in tt 5 minutes haizzz and i receive a sms from my fwen saying it takes a yr to build a frenship and it takes a min to lose them... I DUN AGREE!!!Frenzzz Foreva...I will not give up,I will make HIM forgive me...

Haiz btw HOLIDAY started two days ago ...YEH!!!Well speech day was like so COOL!!!during e few days of parade training/rehersal i interacted with e sec 2 squad(So honoured man) Shiok loorrrsss!!!Den when for cheering wth i shout like nobody buisness yesterday sia...Well i saw him on stage for his performance...Though he blked me,deleted me from msn and also my blog,but i won't mine...Nxt yr,i gonna reboot of "System"...But will tt day come???Haizzzzz....Though his nw very sad cos of some issues,i really wanna help him...Haizzz well he asked me to go die on e last day of skool...I wonder if he meant it???If i die will HE come to my funeral???maybe not!Well my fwen told me she was nearly touched and she can hear my voice from e stage to e gallery,is like 100m away sia...Bt mr chia leaving liaozzz,I wonder i should feel sad or happy?Haizz,Farewell to Mr goh(2007) and nw to Mr chia(2008) i wonder hu am i gonna farewell to nxt yr???E new principal cos BEI HS QI ZUO???Haizzz...HE WILL FORGIVE ME!!!Oh sry continue for e cheer...After tt,i cannot tok sia,no voice and nw today,i gt a terrible vegetable sore throat haizzzzz...****ing idiot!!!! Sian lei nth to do...But i looking forward to nov and dec cos gt class outing,go genting(First time lei...Abit suay ku...Bt i saw e place,verii nice!) And also NPCC Bintan trip(I went liao,bt this time diff cos is NPCC trip oni for those hu work verii hard,tt's meXP) oh ya oso PEREGRINES II outing...Yeh and i wanna go aunts house to see my chio ah ma and cute cute cousin glenda...Haiz,I cannot stop tinking sia...Well Lena told me bout frens yesterday???Weird rite which makes me tink whether do i ve true frenzzz???Well nvm,nxt yr a brand new me is gonna be lease!!!Chimmm hor...Oh ya and my results damm nice but my dad not happy and my mummy so scold him say if he can get 14 in level den say!!!I not trying to be proud,but I DROPPED ALOT FROM SA1...Sa1 i was 5,nw 14....Haiz cos of my math and tt IDIOTIC D&T,therefore i muzzz CHIONG!!! NXt yr,New frens new life and i'm looking forward sia...

Erm...1E1 this yr,
I got to noe alot of peep
But i gt closer to Dominic
Guo wei
Fion
Lena
And alot alot(It will be damm long if i list it)

Well g2g but i will update every wk/day???

HAiz byes la,take cares and happy holiday~!!!

2008-10-10T18:02:00.000-07:00

from yesterday till nw,i've been tinking what i've done to make him so hurt???Sadly being frenz for 5yrs,i've been tinking hw did it last?I was so heartbroken,Noboodddiiee noes...I'm fortunate to ve a good pal who hanged on with me when i was at that lowest point of time in my 13 yrs of life!I've been tinking is it cos of my appearance?Immaturilty/Or wat!He refused to tell me...Well of cos i ve been secretly sobbing physically and mentally... Cry nia so wat?I'm a HUMAN!That fucking bitch which she herself noes kept saying i gt alot of PROGESTORONE(science gt learn;female hormones) then she lei,so short so she insufficient hormones la!

Well,he kicked me out juz as and when he ones...I've my 自尊心 one ok! I've been tinking,Is it cos i didnot contribute enough to this frenship or did i contributed too much? Can a group of new frens be compared to me?Or cos i not cool enough???I want u to voice not not jus say dun forgive then dun forgive...We can tok things out rite?If i mean IF i jus pass away like this with this worry do u tink i will R.I.P? I beg u pls i beg u...This is a real torture!I really dunno what to do...I feel more hurt as how u feel...U actually wanted to do this few wks ago...FINE!But y muz u do this?Y muz u add up to my miseries in lifes...I really dunno what to do?Hw am i gonna face him on NXT wed?I really dunno..I dun wanna escape but i juz cannot do it...I feel e end of e world...This post is gonna be e LONGEST post ever...I dun care though...U are very important to me seriously,uU became a part of my life liaos...PLS i hope we can tok things clearly without ending this frenship,a memorable one for me in my life...

2008-10-10T04:31:00.000-07:00

Today is gonna be the most SADDEST & BITTER day of my life...Though exam finish but a very BAD news came...as expected!I AM SORRY IF I DO ANYTHING WRONG! Haiz,my life's a failure...

Back,TEMPO nia

2008-10-02T20:36:00.001-07:00

Haizzzz....exam haven't finish,using secretly...that Xavier soh lor ask me update!Haizzzzzz,,,,Keep sighing cos electricity keep INCREASING dunno Y hor SALARY keep decreasing...Actually i noe how to increase SALARY...Just go NTUC buy MORE "CELERY" lors...LOL...Well nid go study liao...I tink my lit sure fail..Haiz dun wanna think so much liao...G2G! Wish me good luck ok! And also U good luck la!

HEHE! AUBIN HERE!
Signing off(Mum scold liaos heh!)

I've been KIDNAPPEDDDDD!!!!!

2008-09-19T21:39:00.000-07:00

Arh..Help me...I gt kidnapped by homework,revisions etc...I can only be released after SA2 but it's worth it...if nxt year no go 2E1 i go jump ah...JKJK but i will not blog too often liao most probably it would be alived after 9 OCTOBER cos 10 OCTOBER exam FINISH yeehh....Monday english very scared and also chinese oral....Haizzzz must chiong work...Wish me goodluck and you also!!!=P and to that fucking idiot who spam my blog and h dun like his/her name,FUCK off and my FREE gift for U is a ZI BAI!!!!! NB...Sry abit vulgar but for spammers like him/her will nv escaped from my clutches...MUAHAHAHAHA!!!! Well g2g eh dun forget to TAG not SPAM k...Byes Cya'!

Aubin Ort cute and friendly ONE!!!

Hi back here...

2008-09-12T04:28:00.000-07:00

Haiz another tiring day... Full of emotions today! Phone spoil fuck it...Shang mei B'day...Yeh she like damm bloody touched lors...Shared $ and gave her TIGGER...Nth much liaoz...Hope my jie and jie fu blissed maybe foreva or perhaps not...I DUNNO larsssssss....

Money no enough 2 plus Heaven...JKJK

2008-09-04T02:45:00.000-07:00

Well yesterday, ask bro do homework then went watch "money no enough 2" with mummy...Yeh!Mum worry about price ticket,I worry if i will cry there in e movie(Due to 12 lotus incident"Well,I did OMG almost everyone cried can't believe it theatre full man wa lao they so cruel lor like treat their mummy so bad then take $$$ from her in SO DA PIAH lols...So funny and touching last part lor make me cry like bloody hell...Mum say i SIAO!!! zzzXD Nvm dad later brought us for sumptous meal with his frenzzz drank abit la lols then he brought us to somewhere to sing Karake he kept asking me to chose song sang like siao when so tired around 12.30 midnite 1am reach home slept in van like dead log kao la... No nxt time liao then today 8m woke up went back to sleep woke up 9.30am mum scold cos bro got tuition then i & he sleep like no body buis...Well mrs wants me to post some pic...Let me see!!!!!Here u go mrs seet!!! Come back quick i misssss U!

today me first day of sept holiday

2008-09-01T00:19:00.000-07:00

went to NPCC all wet went went home cos play water game...Damm lazy blog but i HAVE to or i will lost contact to my frens...Er now using my uncle's com or laptop or both wa lao e BABY damm cute...WO XI HUAN-My cousin...lols

Haizz another dammit day

2008-08-30T00:25:00.000-07:00

Gt training morning when mac for breakfast then so yang jia and chia jin there
After that went to "HELL"(HS) for Npcc training nearly fainted keep doing"dari KIRI/KANAN japat jalan"means marching sian arh very hiong...later played some games lols...when NCOs ask "wat ve u learnt today?"Our reply was "cheat" Ms melissa talked to us before dismissal GUO JING sir said training after SA2 will be intensive cos of PROMOTION TEST our first "IKAN BILLIS"lols
Thats bouti t juz scolded my bro cos he dun wanna do work then mum say cannot do out...IDIOTIC%@*!#^#^)!#
And I STILL MISSES HER!}=)

Smile with me-@lvin Ahoy

2008-08-29T02:25:00.000-07:00

Yea blog alive again but dunno will rot mahs?
Dots nvm...
I love her
I feel so jealous Cin her with him
NVM bout that no nid guess
it's her means it's her
i can that e fact...
But so wat...
i believe in FATE ad faith!
I WILL LOVE HER 4EVA!